I recently made a huge decision. I want to study. I found what interests me a lot, and one of the ways to persuade it is by studying. When I told it to the people around me, everyone pretend to be super supportive but I could feel the doubt in their eyes. Pretty much every single one of them, and before a few days I found out that none of my closest friends believe that I can do it. It's frustrating in a way, it makes you wonder what kind of friends are they if they're not here to support you and believe in you. People change, so as their ambitions and goals. Having a big support sistem around you is brilliant, and it means a lot but at the end of the day, you are your biggest support and push for moving forward. Let others support be a good motivation, but not priority. You can do whatever you want to do, if you want it bad enough.